i'm getting so old.

twenty three. that's how old i will be this year. whattt??!! that is so weird to think about.. where did all the years go?! its also weird to think that in june it will be mine and alex's 7 year anniversary.. that is insane.. more then 1/3 of my life has been spent with him.. O-M-G. so ridic. so many curve balls have been thrown at me this past month, and its all too much to take in. growing up really does stink. so many decisions and so much to think about. and now all decisions don't only affect you, but everyone in your life. there is one major topic that has been on my mind lately.. but everything happens for a reason, and i know that everything will be okay no matter the turn out. definitely praying about. keeping my fingers cross for OKLAHOMA though!